Cornerstone 2009: Day 3, Part 1
March 10th, 2010I spend Friday morning back at the dorms catching up on email (turns out there’s a lot) and typing up some brief notes and impressions—mostly reminders to myself of things not to forget when I sit down later and type up and flesh out my handwritten notes. I’ve been taking regular notes, but I’ve also been tossing around in my head this feeling that there are effectively two Cornerstone festival here this week. The first one—the mainstream one, to be blunt about it—is printed up in a nice schedule book with a colorful map: it’s the one scheduled by the organizers, with a lot of thought given to layout, set times, etc. The other Cornerstone festival—the fringe/peripheral/underground one—is the one that takes place in an improvised manner on the generator stages along the main road. You can spend all day just walking past these stages, seeing bands that just showed up to play someone’s impromptu stage without being booked, and never enter the fest proper for the ‘official’ sets.
By the time I finally get back to the festival on Friday, it’s already after noon, but I’m feeling like that’s just fine—there really isn’t anything for me to do in the mornings, other than check out another Bible study or worship service. I grab some coffee and walk around a little bit before sitting down and checking out the schedule to see what I want to do first. I see that there’s actually a Bible study with Cool Hand Luke over in the Jesus Village Tent scheduled to start at 1:00 pm, so I head over there to check it out. Cool Hand Luke’s another band that my sister Esther told me to check out if I can; all I really know about this band is that the lead singer (who also doubled as the drummer) was interviewed extensively for the Cornerstone documentary Why Should the Devil Have All the Good Music? I take a seat in the tent next to a friendly girl who ends up leaving halfway through the session. The lead singer comes out and introduces himself—Mark Nicks—before starting his discussion. His session is less a Bible study than it is a testimony with some personal insight into a particular Bible passage, and I actually find it really inspiring, informative, and introspective into how a specific musician is using his faith to continue charting a path through his life.
He starts with a passage that begins at Mark 11:12, in which Jesus curses a fig tree for not producing fruit outside of its season. He pages back to a passage that demonstrates that Jesus knew when fig season was, and asks what we can take from this passage? The message that Mark takes away is that God expects great things of people, regardless of whether or not they’re ready to be fruitful in the calling to which He’s brought them. After going through this passage, Mark steps back a little bit and goes into the testimony portion of his talk.
After finishing the last Cool Hand Luke tour, Mark needed a job. He has new priorities since getting married eleven months ago, and needs to be very mindful of the needs of a family as opposed to the needs of a single young man. He had had a remote job for Google that he attempted to keep while on tour, but the strict responsibilities didn’t allow as much flexibility as he needed and it ultimately didn’t work out. So when he arrived back in Nashville after the last tour, he started working through a temp agency at a corporate print shop. After being happy with his work there, albeit uninspired, he was eventually offered a full-time position (when they laid off a more senior staffer). It’s clear to him that he has to choose between taking this full-time position or finding another job. There are a lot of mixed emotions wrapped up in this decision, as taking this job would effectively mean the end of large-scale touring for the time being, a difficult thing to give up since music has been his ministry for eleven years. Another tension is the idea that taking the job would mean that he’s settling into a status quo normalcy, that he’s selling out DIY for the American dream. Anyone who’s seen him play and who’s talked to him knows that he’s “not a fan of the American dream,” Mark says: “I think it’s a lie.” The ultimate question for him, then, is how best to balance his ideals, responsibilities, and calling?
Okay, so on to his calling. Mark is inspired by the theological writings of John Piper, by the hyperrealist visual art of Salvador Dali, and by the contemporary composition of Philip Glass (second cousin of This American Life’s Ira Glass, for all you radio nerds). These are all great men with lots of education and discipline, and Mark feels that even though he’s inspired by their works and would like to follow in their footsteps, his lack of training precludes him from doing this at his age. He feels called to pursue additional music ministry, to work with his wife Brandy on incorporating art into ministry, and to start a church, but feels inadequate. At this stage, he looks to the Bible for answers to these conflicts, and comes across both the passage in Mark 11 discussed earlier and John 15:1, which carries a very DIY message. His ultimate insight is that maybe he doesn’t necessarily need substantial schooling or training to pursue ministry or art—God will provide him with the strength and wisdom he needs to bear fruit now. His first ministry is to his wife and family, ministering to their needs, and taking the full-time job doesn’t preclude him from pursuing additional ministry in the future. His pastor has counseled them perhaps God has sent this job so that he can have some stability in the short term to prepare for additional ministry. Mark is very humble about this, and when he talks at his gig later that night, he’s very emotional about this dramatic change and turning point in his life.
I should add that since seeing his testimony in July, I’ve spent substantial time with Mark and Brandy. They are two of the most down-to-earth, honest, sincere, and hospitable people I’ve met since starting this research project. If you want to learn more directly from Mark about his perspectives on his music and his ministry—or even if you’re just happy to read random ramblings about Batman and 90s’ era indie rock—check out his Tumblr.










